-chorus- sick of dreaming, its time to start believing in myself, got here alone, i didnt need your help, my mind is on the wealth, years of gettin welts cause of beatings with a belt, cryin out for help, no one thought to see me as who i am they just put me on the shelf, got haters man? oh well, hit em with a spell, yell fuck you, and then just gel, do what you gotta do to make it through, cause no matter who you go to, you'll always get screwed, be who you gotta be, dont let anybody stop you from reaching your dreams, if you were meant to be , then let it be, destiny tells us nothing about who we should be, reaching our dreams should be as easy as 123 abc , but its not , comming from me, im falling through the sky, cause the hardest thing to do is take your own advice -chorus- yeah , i was shooting for stars, but now im looking for a shooting star, to relieve all my hearts scars, the hardest thing is leaving someone whos been there from the start, your whole relationship was a work of art, but it went downhill like a pushed shopping cart, how do i feel now that my world is gone? afriad, my future seemed to be laid, all the times i told you i changed, i played with your brain, i made you go insane, im sick of playing games, now im praying that this doesnt delay more than a couple days, cause the last thing i want is for you to fade,that would be my worst day in the worst way, but i mean my words, i mean them all, please baby, please dont let me fall. -chorus-

im not crazy im just a little unwell i know right now you cant tell but stay a while and maybe then youll see a different side of me im not crazy im just a little unwell i know right now you cant tell but stay a while and maybe then youll see a different side of me i let you go that thursday night, knowing my decision wasnt right, we just had another fight, i tried to make it right, keep it tight, because you were my wife, we were at our height, and the fights just gave you fright, and more reasons to cry, we were soaring higher than a kite, i was your silver knight, the bright light that illuminated your night,call me light bright, but despite all of that, when i come around , you wont deal with that, to keep your head intact, but if i call , call me back, i got some news, involving you, my hearts been blue since loosing you,i know we have different views, and we have to pay our dues,give me some clues as to what your going to do,im steve,you can be blue,i love you baby i can be your firework, just light my fuse all day, staring at the ceiling making friends with shadows on my wall all day, staring at the ceiling making friends with shadows on my wall since ive been alone, ive really been alone at home, going through zones, waiting by the phone, hoping your ringtone plays,im in a daze,i hate waiting, i was never patient, my hearts blazing, my head is racing, look at all the shit im facing, debating whether i should give up or stay strong like a super saiyin,our love was super, just sayin, im not playing games no more, throw out the station, this pain is turning into frustration,my hearts sick of this deflation i miss your adoration,to get you back is my aspiration,trying to avoid another altercation i take back every accusation, ive made some adaptaions,can you give me and you a reactivation? all day, staring at the ceiling making friends with shadows on my wall all day, staring at the ceiling making friends with shadows on my wall im not crazy, im just a little unwell i know right now you cant tell but stay a while and maybe then you'll see a different side of me

here we go again, fight again, regretting everything i sent, i said what i meant, but i never meant what i said, im sick and tired of living in regret, life doesnt make sense but it makes me repent, now i live like i was dead, upset, everyday living in the slow lane, i need to merge and get in the fast lane, being in love went straight to my brain, and now that shes gone, i might go insane, to get her back is gunna be a long wait, but iono whats worse, the pain or the heartbreak, theres too much weight on my heart, the pains when i breathe are sharp,one thing i learned about life is there is no restart,so lets make art with our love, my hearts your, for right now, so tonight, we get another, pop bottles cause we dont pop emotions, our emotions stay in the open of course ive made my fair share of mistakes, but i made one too many, and that made you break, i got to get my attitude in shape, drop some weight, ive been on thin ice, i just couldnt skate, thats why i sunk , keeping you was a test, and i guess i flunked, i lost a chunk of me, my heart shrunk and now your over me,i should just get drunk and let it be, in 3 weeks ill have your legs open like the red sea, read me, thats not all i see, your beauty is buggin me, cause all these niggas thinkin about your body, all well, look at me,actin like i live in poverty, but baby im the next hot commodity, i keep chasin you like its the only thing to do, cryin my eyes out but are you? im tryna tell the truth but you wont have it, i guess i left her unattracted like a broken magnet, askin for a chance but i cant have it, cause all ive cause is pain, hurt and havoc, i kept hurtin you and i guess that something i didnt plan on doin, but sometimes i guess i live through it,sometimes i just wanna love you all night

uh, i came to shake the mainframe of the game ya'll niggas play, say a puerto rican rapper has no place, since when does music have to do with race? watch the way i spit from behind your shade cause i spit fire hotter than the suns rays, my job lasts seven days, i never stop working, plus i aint even getting paid, life dont rewind, i only stay in play, cause one day, ill hit the game and reach my fame, then laugh in the haters face, ha ha, ya'll couldnt shake me up, if you tried to, i wouldnt give a fuck, if you was my homie, thats whatsup, and if you lost me then that sucks, cause you cant watch me blow up, boom, flow hotter than cancun in june layed up in my room, music has been with me since the womb, i dont have nun else to do, keep sayin shit about what i do, im quite amused, im rapping for me, but putting music out for you, to catch a glimpse of what i go thru, a glimpse of the struggles, im sick of being puzzled, life is a puzzle, kinda like tetris, gotta find the right fit, if you stack your pieces wrong you'll regret it, tryna remain copesthetic, fake niggas pathetic, relentless, ya'll have an obsession with bein cool, havin swag and actin like a fool, ya'll call it living, well i call it bullshittin, cause when you bullshit , your not living, your world aint spinnin, ya'll think by being in this position you winnin, so ga head, keep bullshittin, stay in your zone, cause most likely youll die alone, usin girls like the ozone, gotta big hole in your conscience its nonsense how ya'll act, thats why im beyond it, thought process movin faster than sonic, too fast so thats why ya'll niggas vomit, smokin chronic to get beyond it, how many songs will it take me to finally have a hit? im from the town of kenny britt, you can hate the way i spit, even look at me different, or live with it, and to be honest i really dont give a shit.

it was the beginning of the school year, what were the odds of finding you here? you tell me dear, sitting in class, waiting for time to elapse, but i would never look back, at the beauty that you had, i was always bad at math, so i figured i didnt need to add, you in to my life, but now look that the light that shines off my mind, well, that light comes from you, and i hope you know its the small things that you say or do that keep me attracted to you we started off just being friends, a hi every once in a while, maybe flash each other a smile, our conversations only lasted a while, i liked your style, but i couldnt do nothing about it, cause we were both in a relationship, but on each other we had a tight grip, had each others back when shit was being wack, had each other laughing like jack black, never fought cause we wouldnt dare to attack, in the process of that, we became bestfriends, we would stay up all night tryna figure out the loose ends in our lives, prollems with girls, prollems with guys, but my real problem remained in disguise.. i never thought we would be that close, or i would be able to compose a song for you, but its something that i love to do, shit started breaking down in our lives, my girl broke my heart into slices, your man wasnt acting right, add two and two, you get it right? we would stay awake til sunrise talking, and it just felt right, of course i did have fright, all i wanted to be was your next guy, to treat you right, to hold you thru the night and tell you that everything would be alright, everytime your in my sight, i get excite-d, the fuse in my heart has been ignited, ever seen i met you , ive been delighted, and on the plight to find the might to make you mine, and just like that, the stars aligned.. back to back amazing nights, getting close, holding you tight, making you laugh, everything seemed right, i had the silver armor, i was just waiting for you to call me knight, call you just to say night, talk the whole night, you blocked all my demons like dwight howard, you got that kind of power, and i know im probably jumping the gun, but i love spending hours, especially if their ours, anniversary's ill show up with flowers, and i got the power, to be your power flower, meaning giving you the strength, you'll get every thing i have, i wont stop at no length, to put a smile on your face.. i try my hardest to not make mistakes, all the decisions i make go along with every risk i take, but as long as we have faith then it will all turn out great, i dont want to be a disgrace, i wanna get close to your face, on a date, never wait, cause ill never be late, always on time so that way you dont have to overwork your mind, your mine, and no ones comming in between, our future is big, like a move screen, i know we teens, and we dont always say what we mean, but i mean what i say, like a picture perfect scene, your eyes got the perfect gleam, like a hazel sunrise, this life is full of surprises, but its no surprise that i'll treat you like a queen, give you everything you need, your the cover on my hearts magazine, you and me, work like a machine, and its like you were the vaccine to my disease, you helped cure me

runnin back, train tracks, one track, relax, sit back, think back, i know i must seem wack, but i promise i'll pick up the slack, bein the best is just a knack, i guess i kinda went to fast, and shocked you like stepping on a thumb tack, spittin facts in a rap is harder than being faithful to your pack, reality gave me a slap, and i guess i needed that, but all the things id do for you boo, make you laugh, call me jack black, im letting you know ill be here for you, three AM, whatever boo, dont ever be afriad to, talk to me about anything, i'll answer your questions and everything, this how i feel about you CHORUS lookin ahead to the future, i am a future loser, i got many open windows, call me a computer, not tryna confuse her, my soul remains faithful, dont be scared to hurt me, cause you wouldnt be able, to, for you , anything boo, i can act like a fool, trippin over you like an untied shoe, but im on my amazing wave, come join the typhoon, we'll wash away the pain that other dudes left on you, layin under the stars on a clear night in june, just me and you, always been there for each other in times of need, now we need each other cause we is destiny....

people say take the risk, and live for it all, well im up THIS high, and im afraid to fall, went for it all, like a shopping spree at the mall, oh, excuse me? is that you screamin across the hall? couldnt recognize your drawl, i fell for it all before, just led me straight to the door, its like imma guppy and your the lure, damn sure ive been insecure, but whats that have to do with being a bore? if you a whore you get mad love cause of what you could bring a nigga, dont forget the liqour to get a buzz quicker, then take a picture, you and your homegirls, bitch why you in my world? all you do is make my stomach curl, and twirl it around like a fucking shoelace, the shoes that i use to pace my race got off the face, look at my face as i initiate this phase, fuck school, who cares about grades? test me on my brain, i got so much knowlege, einstein would go insane, im in my one lane, dont merge over, ill wreck you, imma range rover, and you just rover, so roll over and pray you aint dead, four leaf clover, deadass, i got the match to your gas, strike me the wrong way and ill torch your ass, you cant catch up, cause im too fast, foot on the gas pedal, im a rebel, so just let me revel in being a rebel,the treble is my friend, till the end, i depend on music so much, that its my only friend, why pretend to be friends? the suspense is immense feels like i got a forty pound weight on my chest, i guess lifes test meant for me to fail, cause god damn, this is like falling off a rail, or ripping off a nail, or stabbed with one, i dont know which ones worse but they both hurt worse than being a flirt, my hearts beeen thrown in dirt, i bet its burried deep in the earth, sometimes i think i need church to deal with this shit, making me go ballistic till i tick, and then when i tick i start acting like a dick, and telling bitches shit that i dont mean, but thats me and im weak, like the last piece of meat you got for the week,but im weak, so overzelous, jealous of the fellas cause they got they birettas, tried to be clever, whoever, whatever, gets in the way of my endeavor gunna end up like the weather, cold, cause ill fucking crack the mold you standin on, im too right to be wrong, but thats why im up on this song to assess my wrongs, too late to second guess, i want success because the vest on my chest cant protect me from the stress, i want nothing less than perfectness with whatever i do,, i swear to god id be dead if it wasnt for you, sometimes i sit and mope around with nothing to do, face to the ground but im looking at you, or at least where you belong for doing me wrong, have fun with ya wifeyy and your bong, and ya beerpong, i thought our shit was lifelong, but just like the blues clues song, so long, farewell,i guess i broke loose from your spell, and ill see you right down in hell, ringing bells, hells bells couldnt yell across heavens stairway, thats where i lay, every day i wake i thank god to be alive, life is given to you, but you gotta work to survive, the look in my eyes cries a whole nother story, i once had that taste of glory, i keep swimming in my tears, just like dory, fuck love cause all it brings is pain, and i swear im so scared to ever play your love game again..

kinda funny now how things change minds get rearranged, im sick of playin these litttle kid games, stay in your lane, and ill stay in mine, no reason for them to intertwine, and this time, i think i lost my mind, either fall back or stay in line, cause i got enough aggression to wreck you and your social life combined, ive been called fake so many times that in the back of my mind i unwind the design ive been assigned, in essence, i got blind, i lost time, i cant rewind, i have tried, so many times, to change your mind, but you were blind, to see that my mind, has changeed, and now that ive gone away, its YOU, who always has a bad day.... im sick of rapping about the past, imma just rap about the present, cause the presents presence is a present, life is too short for regrets, but still somehow, bitches lack self respect, they need to get checked, before they get wrecked, now thats just what i project, im not always correct, but damn, at least i have some common sense, never have i ever said i was perfect, but sometimes it makes life worth it, finding the right fit is priceless, like the moment you get your first kiss, the moment of bliss, moments you reminisce, you cant take this away from me, this my pride, i swear ill be rapping till the day i die i used to sit in my room, and pray for a miracle, scared of what the future can hold, imma loser so ive been told, at least i can walk into the future with a hand to hold, words so bold, like an oversized sharpie, always moving so no one can mark me, im always straight from the heart b, so when im near, you always hear my heart beat, trying to get somewhere in my city is a big feat, but i wont stop, and sure as hell wont accept defeat, my words will stab niggas like being stepped on by a cleat, and then imma roast ya'll , beef, work pays off, isnt that sweet, cant tell you how many people tried to sugarcoat me, if you dont like my music, then loose it, and if you do, just fucking prove it

lifes pretty hard when you disobey, shit never goes your way, stuck thinking about yesterday, when you aint even reach today, thinkin, i gotta find a way, or be like kanye and runaway, now people start to know my name, but i just back away from this type of game,im new to this, im on some confucious shit, confused dumb bitch? better get some common sense, damn, and im so tense, living though suspense and heartfelt texts, i got all the respect for my collect, but half the time they dont connect, broken wifi, haters watch me fly by, i used to be the shy guy, but now my confidence is high, i am the truth, ya'll are lies, now come take a look at the world thru my eyes next step in the process, never second guess, in my mind im the best, fuck the rest of ya'll are benched, like mcnabb in the 4th quarter,go grab some water, the only thing im missing is support, okay you fly, but i own the airport,rap is my sport welcome to the court,no talent, so you need to import, i treat haters like immigrants DEPORT, that punchline was my last resort, you think im holding back? you wack, you need to get slapped so hard that the plaque on your teeth scream, i eat wack ass raps for a snack, but does that mean i got stacks? i dont got no money for jordans so i dont sport em cause my moneys short, fly niggas look at me and snort i cant sort it out, problems comming out, life is nothing about running your mouth, or the bitches you get, its about respect, if you aint got none then grab a gun, i dont know if that was a pun, gotchu stunned, you think im the guiet one, relax hun, im rapping for fun for everyone that struggling to find someone, relax youll get your break, just wait, life will get better, mhhm, ill just throw on my swetter, sweating till thing get better, in the dark all day, i regret spending days away from family cause now my family hates me, and what else can i be but me? if they ask me to change ill tell them that my brain changes for no one, not you and if you think im finna change for you, your screwed, cause i abuse the tools that i use to get thru to you, use me, and ill loose you quicker than getting swept in the finals, 1,2,3,4, start another war, i cant stay on point? fuck you, get to the fucking point, you tryna insult me? ill adult you, son

every time the clock ticks to 11:11 i make wishes, but why should i pretend that they will come true, cause if they did i would be right next to you, not in the mood to give clues, cause it would be like foools clues, and they would all lead back to you, my hearts sweeter than fondue, and im starting to grow real fond of you, i really do hope, that you let me pass through, you, can see that i can change the standard of all dudes, who, could possibly hurt you and desert you like a desert table, filled with all candys, but if you rolled with me id pass the table up with ease cause you the only eye candy i see, i wish i was that gutsy to tell you that your lovely, but for the love of me, i can only imagine these things right before i go to sleeeep i would wish for world peace, but thats not gunna stop the war in the streets, niggas shootin they mouths like they got sixteens, but the only things they see , is pussy money weed, and its insane to see how we glorify it all, like it was on a billboard at the mall standing tall over ya'll, my minds trapped inside these walls, beggin to be let out, so thats why i feel like screaming out real loud, every single doubt, every single dark cloud that follows me around like the shadows on the ground, but they dont make a sound, i swear i am profound, im the worst thing lost and the greatest ever found on 11:11 if i had to choose a wish, i would choose to let you know that i exist, crushin on someone you know dont think about you like that hurts worse than a knife in the back, man, cut me some slack, i put fear and stress right up on my back, sick of being a sad sack, but i have a knack to rap so it just plays out like that, i see your face every day, no other face makes me stare straight in to your eyes, have me mesmerized, but at the same time, shocked from the beauty you left in my mind, if i could speed through time, i would do everything possible to make sure you were mine. my only hope when i wish upon that time, is the thought of you eventually being mine.

People view me as slow, but what they dont know is that i dont know how to float in this flow, pretty hard to let go of everything you know, like sliding down a pole and trying not to hit the floor, so many open doors that i never seen before, but now all i see is gore, bored out of my mind, let me find a whore to ride me until my dicks sore, im so fucking sick of slittin my wrists everytime a bitch does something relevant to breaking my heart, figured, why should i hate love if i loved it from the start? too many emotions to chart, its not smart to break my heart cause the last thing you want is an open heart sore, when a bitch leaves me i just smoke it off, thought i had friends but i lost them all, tell me i got no motherfucking emotions, its because these selfish bitches took em all, like they was on a shopping spree at the mall, and you fake fucks aint stopping me, i stand tall need me if you want me and if you want me then you need to give me a call why do bitches insist to fuck with the biggest pessimist? sick of seeing this shit like gorillas in the mist, try to get my heart bitch, you touched it, then missed, drink at fucking parties, and pretend like i dont exist, go head, do it, pretend like you werent a part of me, and now i hardly have a heart in me, diving from amazing feats like my name was jeff hardy, god damn, what dont bitches understand that imma man, my actions not withstand the power of the sand, storm, im whipped by pussy, so dont push me around like i am one, bitches like you make me wish that my life was done, bullets in the gun, reasons not to leave the planet? mofucka, give me one.. and all these bitches better be sorry, no more free rides in my safari, back and forth i go, like pong on atari, and never again will i utter "im sorry" do girls want me? hardly, and its hard being me and seeing what i see cause negativity is buzzin around me like a fuckin bee, loosing sleep, so i lie awake, and if i die before i wake, i pray the lord my soul to take, cause loving someone is difficult enough, it caused me to break, been in it once, but she left and i was left with regrets so i started to write cause i was upset, fuck stress, got me cuttin in my flesh, got me loosing my breath, you see what i do to you bitches? leave you all impressed, but you leave me all upset, my heart no longer resides on the left side of my chest, i see more to a woman than sex, wanna know why, then just send me a text... i dont know why i try with you girls, ya'll think all guys is assholes and now that i decided to rap slow, whered the lights go? your mind left dark cause of all the assholes, but here i come, wearing my glow, i have the biggest crush, but she dont know, i dont want my heart crushed no more, im scared of the word "no" cause i know that my glow aint bright enough to show the shadows that i cant handle life no more, so i sit and explore with my heart on the floor, nothing left to say, just shut the door..

first of all, wheres my fucking support, bout to fucking exit through the door, i keep askin for more, i keep putting out more music, but no one listens to it, why, im confused a bit, is it me? or because i dont talk about pussy ? or weed? or getting high? or being an asshole for a guy? id rather die than have my music go dry, fuck all of you, suck the organ between my thighs, sorry im not fly, sorry i defy the rules of bein a guy, i dont give two fucks about swag, or how many females you bag. you wanna be real, fucking act like a man, disrespectful niggas dont deserve to stand on this land, i dont give a fuck if your my fan or not, i dont give three fucks if my verses are hot, i give this music shit everything i got, 3 years watch, i betchu imma be in the same position wishin someone would just fucking listen to the words im spittin, it dont make a difference, whether im serious or bullshittin, cause its not your wrists im slittin, its not your decision to step away from the game, but it is your decision to make sure i hit fame, fuck it though, i already came with the ill mindframe, i already tried to claim the game, but ya'll dont even remember my name? fuck fort minor, that song means shit, to think, i used to listen to it, and get exited, and it lighted the fire inside my chest, to do exactly what i do best, fuck miracles, i guess im blessed with being stressed, put my mind on arrest, and give me a test, watch me fail cause thats what i do best, fuck bein the best dressed, its about your content, they say time is money, well thats time ive spent, my fan base is blank like the space before a paragraph, indent, money aint my intent, and niggas gon be like, fuck you then, fuck you niggas saying fuck me, cause im real, and thats something none of ya'll will EVER BE.

i wish i could pretend like my life never existed cause compared to everyone else, im non existant me and my girl are distant, my familys gettin sick of dealin with my bullshit when things go wrong i dip, my life is tetris, and im tryna find the right fit, something inside me has ignited, its dark all around me, just tryna find where the light is been chasing this dream since 13, 2 years later, my verses still aint me, still no one acknoledges me as an emcee, still my bank account is empty, every girl ive ever been with has left me, i have about 4 people who actually respect me, i gotta start makin some wishes, i wanna hear them say, damn he just ripped it,buy me a ticket, but in reality all i hear is them crickets,and im sick of this love shit, it wont come back to me and i miss it? girl after girl and still the same bullshit,my sayings may seem mystic but thats just me,im tryna be the next big thing out this city, my dreams seem distant and these are my wishes, sing to em hayley

I wasnt aware that life wasnt fair, i wasnt aware that you didnt care about my welfare, i wasnt aware that i was a fucking dumbass who came unprepared, i wasnt aware that this stress got me rippin out my hair, i wasnt aware that the people who used to care dont care which isnt fair cause they too, got me rippin out my hair, i wasnt aware that i didnt compare to every player that played you, so you went and played me, when all i tried to do was give you everything, the songs i would sing, 10 years, show up with a wedding ring, our thing lasted for a while, and you became my smile, but you left it upside down, and i wasnt aware that you became my frown, i wasnt aware that you could stoop so low, but you did, and now im ridin solo i wasnt aware that every lryic i write cant make things right, maybe i shoulda left, but music has become my life, made me drop the knife that i picked up twice, and i wasnt fucking aware that my music is bare and need to be changed or im out of here, my social life is the hare, my love life is the tortoise, cause us men just need a girl to support us, i wasnt aware that every time my life goes great i question my faith, and stress over the shit i shouldnt stress over, and i wasnt aware life was hard, like moving a big boulder... i wasnt aware that my songs lack punchlines, but you should be aware that you should watch your fucking mind, im blind, but i see everything like the all seeing eye, i put the ILL in illuminati, i would love to see a nigga stop me, cant pop me, not a balloon but im hot b, beam me up, sit, down, gimme some room, i should live in a cocoon, me and my music on a honeymoon in cancun, now i got nun else to do, tried to show all you that i aint no fool, but apparently, i was a fool for you,i wasnt aware that to be a great rapper you need to spit lies, nah, im a real guy so i spit the truth, and in this lifetime, i am aware that i got alot of things to prove

she want me, i can see she want me, when she gets to my crib she all up on me, feelin on my body, this ones a hottie, she gives me a lick, and thats it, im takin her body on a trip Okay, i can see you starin, the way you lick your lips isnt fair and i know this seems a little premature but when we get back home we3 can shut all the doors, you can get on all fours, let me take a tour of that body,mami, dont stop me, its too late now, let me make you wet, and i can make you sweat, and yes, im talking about sex, but first babygirl, show some self respect, how you dress reflects the way males detect, and then you get offended, dont start something unless you willing to finish, and dont talk to me unless you givin me digits, so i can get up in it, in it, kisses wishes, i can make all that come true, and you wont see the real me unless its just us two I love the way you grind with that booty on me shorty you a dime why you looking lonely we’ll buy another round and it’s all on me as long as I’m around put it down on me just put it down on me put it down on me down down on me put it down on me don’t throw it off the mound show me how its gon be girl all I really want is you down on me put it down on me black tights, low cut shirt, hair smelling good, girl put in work, i know imma flirt, but i can make us work, im sick of girls throwing my heart in the dirst, so i guess id rather flirt and hook up, fuck love, so what? you want this to happen? cut the yappin and ill cut the rappin.......i told you that im not a fool for you or any chick, hop off my duck with all this phoney bullshit, take this dick and give it a lick, if not then ill make you submit, ive tried to get your ass back but i think i should quit, call me in three months boo when you decide to give a shit I love the way you grind with that booty on me shorty you a dime why you looking lonely we’ll buy another round and it’s all on me as long as I’m around put it down on me just put it down on me put it down on me down down on me put it down on me don’t throw it off the mound show me how its gon be girl all I really want is you down on me put it down on me Say you independant get it from your momma tell me if you with it do you really wanna wanna baby when you see me you know I be on it can you keep it up put it all up on me (repeated) I love the way you grind with that booty on me shorty you a dime why you looking lonely we’ll buy another round and it’s all on me as long as I’m around put it down on me just put it down on me put it down on me down down on me put it down on me don’t throw it off the mound show me how its gon be girl all I really want is you down on me put it down on me

when i wake up i look in the mirror, so much fear leers back into my face so clear, it isnt clear why my tears still fall, i guess my happiness is the downfall to you all, sayin shit on my facebook wall, like i would never look, man im hooked, on music, its there when im going thru shit, i swear to god this bitch makes me wanna loose it, if you cant fight pain theres no sense in livin through it, got you confused a bit? prove that you too can move away from the bullshit, arguin with me bitch, when i aint even do shit! im kinda like a psychic, or better yet a psycho, tell these haters on my dick to jump off, geronimo, this how my story go, just another page to fold, spittin so cold that is snows wherever i go, twenty below zero, too young to be a hero though im going thru zones, feel like my town aint a home, cause wherever i go, i get no reception like a broken cell phone, lost connection, got you second guessin, dont ever question a blessin, not even for a second, tryin to be the best is the test ive been thrown, my heart goes crazy when i hear her ringtone, usually im alone, but now i got someone who can call my own, too young to be old, but im more mature than most of you assholes,treatin girls like barrels and you the lasso, and nigga, ill burn your dumbass, cause you like to smoke, nigga, i hope you fucking choke so bad that your brain overdoses and you drop like soap, and you get penetrated in the ass hole, woah, let me breathe for a minute while im spittin percision, and i just hit a collision, like a good neighbor state farm is there with a pair of souls up in my lair, uh, back on track, life seems to cut me no slack, it gets good then goes right back, took a minute just to write that, confidence was something i did lack, but im over that mountain and you niggas brokeback, got my little bit of hope that, wont fade like the lights knaye explained about, the words coming out of my mouth are words i needed to get out, once they get out, they en route to your house, aint no mickey mouse, but they attack you while you sittin on your big comfy couch, you try to duck and crouch but there is no way out and your argumentative attitude is getting repetitive, you always got others involved like a little kid, you a little bitch and now i cant trust you for shit, its no secret that i dont miss you and those are words i dont misuse, i cried so many tears for you that my tissues even missed you, bug its said and its done, on to the next one, and the one i got now is the reason im even breathin, never argued about shit, not even about rabbit or duck season, always agreein, and she helped me thru my pain, calmed my insane brain membrane and kept me sane, and now these bars im layin cant amount to my gratitude for you, ill do anything not to hurt you, every girl deserves that special one, and im here to consult you, and its just us two, paid my dues, we talked so much i just grew on to you kinda like puppies do, you got them puppy dog eyes,boo, that i just love looking in to, funny how things go in this life, but enjoy it, you dont get to live it twice, they say it dont pay off to be nice, but think twice, would you rather be the asshole or stand tall and be proud of what you did, i was born with inspiration, i am musics kid.

karmas a bitch, she needs to be dismissed,what do i do, to be goin thru all this? wennt from havin a kiss with me, to a kiss with another bitch, who prlly dont even act like me, i act like me, so why is it that you leavin me? you friends dont see what you see in me? oh, i play sonic, theres a kid in me, but thats why theres real in me, of course, me , i would never cheat, so why the hell would you cheat on me? all we had was good times, even put you in my rhymes, i would hold you all the time,if you let me, but i swear life doesnt respect me, maybe cause i tried to end it twice, with a knife, shit, this game is making me strife, what price do i have to pay to get shit right, everynight, imma sit up and cry till i get the demons out of my mind, they make me go blind, i dont even have the time to remind you that i tried to define you, but i couldnt, and i know im not the best lookin, but i treated you like the other niggas wouldnt, never gave you bullshit, about anything you did, let you live your life outside of mine, and thats exactly what you did, i know we aint kids, but im too fucking young to be puttin up with this shit, thats why my wrists are slit, karmas a bitch, like i said in the first line, just had to remind you, i'd take you back if you came back and told me you regret it, till then imma just remain copesthetic, fucking life, man, its pathetic, she let go of my hand, im just a man with a simple plan, which means, im not a perfect person, so i need to stop thinking i am, damn.

as the days change, so does my mind, should i stay in this rap game? or should i just decline? just like my music does, i dont have a big enough buzz with the thugs , so i dont get any love, i look above for some inspiration, but my inspiration comes from the niggas hatin, i put myself in this situation, thats why its hard to stay complacent, i cant sit still, so i stand up pacin, racin my thoughts away from satin, all these obstacles im facing are only bracing me for the road ahead, gotta get these crazy thoughts outta my head, i cant quit music, cause without it id be dead, i was hanging on by a thread, then music led me to bed, so i do have the right to get fed up with messing up, i do have to right to think nobody gives a fuck, i have like 5 fans who actually care about my music, and if you do care then prove it.. chorus cant you guys see it in my eyes, music got me high, and im not comming down from this flight, at night i sit and vibe,and thank god to be alive, but life is just given to you, you gotta work to survive, and im on my 9 to 5, im striving to make a hit song, that of which you and your friends can sing along, but every verse i spit comes out wrong, ive been doing this shit for too long, and i have nothing to show for it, but a couple plays on my music page, thats where the rage kicks in, i need to fix this shit cause it ticks me the fuck off, try telling me that im soft, homie back off, and go jump off a loft, fans are cool, but i wouldnt know what it feels like to have em, while wack rappers got a strong fan base like a magnum, fuck it they can have em, i know how dope my music is, and i know what its missin, drugs , guns, pussy, weed, and alcohol, meaning you kids will never listen chorus some say my content is weak, some say rapping isnt me, and if i step into a rap battle, ill most likely taste defeat, im a geek with soft cheeks with a unique physique, now most of you haters will critique my shit, tell me im weak, and i need to work on it a bit, let them speak cause they mean nothing to me, im lyrically about to hit my peak and go on a streak, now its all in my technique, this aint twitter so ya'll dont have to follow me, just let me do me, like ya'll told me to do, im confused why my life means so much to you, acting like i cheated on you, when i aint do shit to you, but i dont gotta prove myself to anyone, including you, spazzed out for a second, kinda depressing how i see you dressing, makes me L O L, but you couldnt tell, i think rap is in my blood cells, if i lost you as a fan,farewell its not like imma let any of you stop me, not to sound cocky, but you couldnt pop me, treat you like jeremy shockey, trade you away if you aint hot, b, haha, im just messing around, you can call me the clown of my town, cause i guess i dumb it down for ya'll, you couldnt stop me at all, like a shopping spree at the mall, ill swallow my pride and stand tall, ill answer the call, are you better than me nigga, not at all, the last time i fucked up? i dont recall.... -talking-

soul shaking on the pavement, facial lacerations, she fears that his demons will be reincarnated, although they've been separated, she clearly stated she never hated him, the time she waited wasted, because she knows he'll never come back to his senses,his mind is fenced in, suspense dispences by the second, so she never has a second to think about a second chance, or even a second dance, she sees him and at first glance, her emotions prance, he stands there in an ominous stance, almost in a trance, he quickly asks for another chance, but truth is, he just wannted in her pants, she just thinks its romance, like the language they speak in france, weeks later they find themselves in the same position they was in at the beginning, wishin they had never committed, cause they now each others opposition, dissin each other in public, til he says fuck it, raises his hand to give her a hit, said bitch you got me at the end of my wits, but she didnt even do shit, he finds slits on her wrists, he said, do you wanna live like this? every night we fight, then we fuck, what kind of love do we have , where we can talk about the days that we had without gettin mad! she stands up off the ground , looks around, brings his cell phone out, she says i know about the pictures, and to think i missed you, cried so much over you,i guess my tissues were misused, my heart is a lit fuse, and YOU were the only one who lit it, but you go behind my back gettin other girls digits? what is it? am i ugly? did fuck me just so you could see what we could be? honestly, i thought you would be the one, but now im so fed up and done, you best get on the run, cause by the time the sun comes up we're done... he grabs her hand as she tries to pull away, he stays im gunna stay, i think about you every day, i know i have bad ways, but i can change, im dont playin games, and if i loose you, id have myself to blame, i cant choose anyone over you, your beautiful, from your hair to your cuticles, as usual, our love isnt moveable, what do you say? is a third time doable? her face has the same length of disgrace, but it lightens up like the suns rays, she smiles and says okay, and as they lay, they sleep the night away, woke up the next day,and right back to the old ways

dear baby, hows it going lately? i miss you greatly, and i think aboutchu daily, i sit here just me, alone, no one texts my phone, so i guess im alone, but enough about me? how about you? been some days since we talked, i dont know how i pulled through, kinda like walking on a bed of nails without no shoes,im so lost without you,i cant conclude not seeing you,i cant even hear from you, not like i got to choose not to talk to you, cause i was told not to, my hearts stuck to you like glue, so sometimes i dont know what to do, im kinda like the socket and you the right screw, just get back to where you fit cause its lonely without you, but for now, all i can really do is think about you now ive tried to go above and beyond to get you back, but you wouldnt have any of that, so i get mad, and curse you out in my head, would you really care if i were to be dead? i really miss laying together in bed, my fingers stroking through your head of hair, saying "there there, i will always care" now life isnt being fair, i talk to other girls but they dont compare to you, i wish your thoughts were see through, see boo, all i think about is you now that your gone, writing songs about us, and how we used to get along, and how you told me to move on, im not ready to pass the baton ,come on, i spent 8 months with you, why cant we get a redo? PS, i dont regret anything i did with you, spent my youth with you, now all i want to say is that i love you

do you know who you fuckin with? mister i put my heart into this rap shit, i can rap quick but it would be too fast for you niggas to get it, my mind, respect it, i am my own medic cause when shit gets pathetic i dont sweat it, i may have said it but that doesnt mean i meant it, what i mean is that i rap mean and it seems to me that people believe everything they hear or see, and seeing is believing so if you see me leaving on a journey, dont stop believing, i've come a long way from teething, now my teeth are clamped down, seething with rage, i would try to turn the page but my brain likes to stay in the same lane, say i spit the same game, but my game is never the same, did i just confuse your brain, call me hyper ray, cant wait for tomorrow call me thursday, blackin on my wordplay, this goes out to all my memories that wont fucking erase, give me space and ill zone to my place and not leave a trace, so no nigga can find me, those that are slimey and grimey can find they way back to the sewer, in this case this whole fucking town is a sewer, every nigga, every bitch that i pursue, i might as well stay home like i had an early curfew, i look in the mirror and i tell myself, the only one causing this pain is, you.